Weekends

What do I like about weekends :

1. Most of the students go back. It will be quieter and calmer!
2. My roommates go back. I have more privacy! I can sing loudly! I can dance freely!
3. More time to relax and unwind myself after a stressful week!
4. Ada dobi! I can send my clothes!
5. I am richer! I go out to shop! I eat lots of fast food!


What do I hate about weekends :

1. Most of the students go back. I jealous okesss?
2. My roommates go back. I cant 'manja2' or 'gedik2' with them.
3. I will struggle on Sunday night to finish my homeworks after relaxing like a Queen for two days.
4. No dobi. I wake up at noon. Makcik tutup sudahhh, wuaaa!
5. The students suddenly get richer. They buy outside food, and fill the dustbin with the leftovers, that stink the whole toilet!


Conclusion : Things turn out best for those who make the best about the way things turn out.

p/s : ni apa makcik DS dok main lagu raya ni? lmbt lg la oii raya, ish3..

B versus S

"U all jangan ikut sangat flow kolej ni tau. U all buleh tgk sendiri kan, kolej ni tak begitu pentingkan akademik sangat, kan? Kat sini u all ada banyak sangat free time. U all siap ada masa lagi pergi bazar Ramadhan. Tau tak, dekat Kolej Mara B sana tu, dorang takde masa nak buat itu semua. They are in the middle of rubber plantation. They cant go out as freely as u guys.

Dekat sana, students yg lemah ja dapat 38 points tu. MOST OF THEM SCORE 40 AND ABOVE. Ur seniors 2 org ja dapat 40. U all kena pandai2 la. Because in the end, it's your butt that will be sitting on the chair for the exam.

Kalau u rasa u lemah, u have to work harder. Jangan ikut sangat students A-Level. They have to take 3 subjects only. Dorang gelak2, u janganla ikut. They can still enjoy because they are not as busy as u guys are. But u are an IB student. As an IB student, u tak boleh seronok sangat. You all tau sendiri kan betapa sibuknya hidup student IB ni? You have your Internal Assessment, Extended Essay. Then u ada 6 subjects to take.

Tapi as long as u study, u will be fine. Students yg hebat2 lain tak mati pun stadi. Dorang tu dulu biase je. Tapi dorang stadi. U dah besar, u fikirla sendiri. U datang sini, orang kampung semua tau u akan pergi India. U ada kawan2 dekat Matrik kan? Just imagine, if one day they succeed and they can go to Uni taking medic, u pulak tak lepas dan ada kat awang-awangan. Dorang dah kantoi masa SPM dulu, so they have the spirit to get up and fight back. U ni dah berjaya dan u rilek2. Lebih baek jadi mcm dorang, gagal dulu then dorang berjaya lebih dari u all. Malu kan nanti? So u better do something..."

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Aaaahhh, I love u for your inspiring words.

Apa yang dia cakap semua betul. Tapi susah la untuk go against the flow. Boleh tu boleh, tapi macam mana u nak resist godaan kedai2 makanan yang sedap, yang u boleh pergi dengan hanya berjalan kaki? Macam mana nak lawan godaan kesedapan kek di Klana Resort yang letaknya tak sampai 100meter dari Kolej ni? Lagi pulak nak lawan keseronokan tengok movie dan shopping sakan di Mid Valley yang u boleh pergi dengan hanya naik KTM, takpun paling dekat Seremban 2.

Tolong jelaskan itu.

Kalau boleh pun, masih tidak boleh nak bandingkan hidup students2 kat Kolej Mara S yang terchenta ni dengan hidup di Kolej Mara B sana.

Apa kata kita buat exchange students? Amek budak2 sana suruh dorang duduk sini sebulan. Amek budak2 sini baling dekat sana dalam masa yang sama. Lastly, dorang mesti gumbira dan akan keluar tiap2 malam menikmati suasana rumentik dekat sini. Kami pulak, akan stadi ala2 esok hampir kiamat.

Betapa hebatnya kuasa persekitaran itu sendiri.

Takpela, doa saja semuanya akan jadi bagus. Semoga kami akan berjaya di kolej yang serba indah ini- IB WORLD SCHOOL~

P.H.Y.S.I.C.S is not gonna kill u~

What a relaxing weekend!

There's not much homeworks to do as we didnt do any experiment last week. Every week, the only reason for us to kill ourselves is the lab report lah. Sudahlah tidak boleh sama dengan org lain, kena define pulak setiap variables yang ada. Can u imagine, u have 23 people in that class but u cant have the same table for the data? Then what about other classes? What, for the titration experiment u will have like 97 different tables? Issssshhhhhh!
I hate this one word since forever = P.L.A.G.I.A.R.I.S.M.

Benci! Meluat! Menyampah!

Oh yeah right, I forgot. I still have to redo the chemistry lab report. I havent submitted it yet pun tapi dah ada salah. Sedessss!

There's been a chaos in the brains of medic-dentistry students lately. Ini semua India punya pasal.
Our previous seniors had been sent to either Ramaiah or Manipal U in India. But they are not under India. They are under Malaysia. And there was some problem regarding the placement of the students. Thank God, the teacher managed to find the alternative for our batch; u have the chance to go to other 8 world-class India Universities. Huuuyeyyy!! But, you must have Physics. Whaaaaaaat?

One of the teachers said : Universiti hebat2 lain kt dunia tanak pizik pun, universiti kat India pulak mau pizikkk. *oh cikgu, itu sangat betul!*

6 subjects yg ada sekarang sudah hampir membunuh kalau tidak mematikan pun. Nak tambah lagi satu? Fizik pulak tu! Mana tahaaannn pun. But heyyy, ada alternative! We can drop the additional subject; ITGS, Business or Economics. Since I am taking Econs, I will and MUST drop the subject to ease the burden.

Medics students have the option to not taking Physics. But they will only go to the 2 Unis I mentioned before. As for me, the Dentistry student, that 2 Uni dont offer Dentistry, as the teacher said so. So, it's either u take Physics and go to India or u dont take it, dan pergilah kamu ke Indonesia sana.

Cehhh, org Indonesia lagi berkejaran mau ke sini, aku pulak nak korbankan jiwa raga pergi ke sana? T.A.K.N.A.K!!

Without having to ask my mother or my father, I made my own decision. I am 18 already so I am allowed to do that kan? Besides, even if I ask them, the answer would be "up to u la."

I AM taking Physics. Even though I dont like the subject as it is so boring and lame, I scored it better than I scored Chemistry and Biology in my previous school. Heran kan? So, Im hoping for the same thing to happen again.

I must love u, Mr Physics. Mr Physics, lets get married, uh uh!!

As long as I start to focus from the beginning, InsyaAllah I wont have any problem, hopefully.
6 subjects, thats it! Stadi, stadi and stadi saja. Usah kau fikir buleh terbang ke tidak. Yang penting stadi ikhlas kerana Allah. Akhir sekali, kau akan dapat hasil usaha kau. Habis cerita.

Emancipation of Miyn!

Dear sweetheart~

You have now reached the legal age where you can smoke and drink freely, and go clubbing without having to worry about being caught by the bouncers or the police. You can go anywhere without parental supervision, and you can do anything you want without your parents' permission.

But dear, being an 18-year-old teenager is more than that. It is also the time where you are responsible of your actions. You are the one to blame for every mistakes you make. You are allowed to live freely, but at the same time, you still belong to someone. You belong to yourself, your parents, your family. But the most important is that, you belong to Him.

Getting older is mandatory. However, youth is a wonderful thing. It is once in a lifetime that you can enjoy laughing out loud with your friends, go and spend money like there is no tomorrow, not having to worry about anything, not having to carry any burden. All you have to do is to carry out your duty with full responsibility. You are to make your parents happy, for they have taken care of you without asking for anything in return. And you are to study hard, because you are in the phase of determining your own future.

Make decisions wisely, and try to foresee the consequences. Humans are fallible. And so do you. You may have the tendency to fall. But as long as you get up and gain new spirit to start it again, you can never go wrong.

Remember, whatever it is that you want to do, you just have to be yourself. Because life is too short to be anybody else.

May Allah bless you, dear. May your life be full of bliss and happiness.

...Happy 18th Birthday, Nur Aminah bt Mohmad Amin.

What's Left Of Me

Aaahhhh~

today is the weirdest day in KMS. Guess what? I arrived from KL at 6 something yesterday (I was supposed to come back today, but my father was heading to Kedah last night), and broke my fast with McDonalds together with my Kadazan friend, Elly. Malangnya abg mcD telupa bagi fries kami, woaaaa!!

After tarawikh, I really felt like doing my homeworks; lab reports and all. But I didnt have the data, as i didnt copy one, hehe. Plus, our experiment didnt turned out right. So, since I didnt know what else to do, I ended up watching a DVD! *lame lagi*

Ya ya, tau. I wasnt supposed to do that. I have to study. But my emotion kinda went haywire last night. And this morning too. So what else do u think i should do?

Ok, so I watched Step Up II, enjoying the dance moves, and after that I used my precious RM15 Celcom credits to call my fwenggg; Milya. Oh yeah, thats one of the means to unwind myself. So we talked from 1 sumthing until 3.30 am. Habesla ngumpat, ngutuk, gosip, apa lagi eh? Hahahaha, ended up my bateri konggg. Fuhhh, x sempat cakap papai pun. Isk3..

Eh eh, besdeh saya hampir tiba. SApa2 (i mean kawan2) yg ada no celcom mai la sini. Kita ronggengg dlm fon. Kan ada sminggu preee, huyeyyyy!!

Kembali semula. Since I slept quite late last night, bangun2 ja dah pukul 9! Terlepas sahur sudaaaa sbb rumet pun tido bilek org lain. Ish3, sedeh. Da la lapaqq nk mampoihh. Penat, kuciwa, tido balek. Bangun2 pukul 11. Gosok gigi n basuh muka, masuk bilek. I didnt dare to take my shower yet as the water is so freaking cold here since the last few days. U noe la kan, saye ni kan kurus kering. Mau menggigil dlm toilet nu.

I sat on my chair for half an hour without doing anything. I tried to figure out what could I do. My friends who got the Biology data went home. If I wanted to read books, the radio was turned on. Ended up, TIDO LAGI! And this time, dont ask at what time did I wake up ok??

I seriously need my mom here to bebel2.

Woaaaa, terokla prangaiii. Tapi taktau kenapakah. Takpa, right now i'm trying hard to change. Well, quite la. It's just that I feel stupid-er since i came here. And I dont know why.

Sakit jiwa.

Aaahhh, time kaseh sgt utk sgala nasihat dlm post yg dulu. I'll try my best to change. I'm not used to being a so-called independent learner. But I'm trying. I'm trying. And wish me luck.

Have i told u that i love having my Ramadhan here? Heee, iye sgt sronok. I'll tell u in my next post ok.

Take care all. Have a blissful Ramadhan.

My First Week After Hols

It's been a week since my arrival in my lovely dovey college. Oh, that is not a sarcasm, as I do enjoy being here. The community is ok, the food is, 'quite' ok, the girls are all beautiful, the guys are all hengsomm, so what else do i need?

Seminggu rasa mcm sehari ja. Banyak la sangat benda alah yang jadi sampai aku rasa macam nak hentak2 kepala ke dinding.

First day punya class. I felt very happy as I missed the class on Monday. Expecting the day to end with a smile, the Mathematics period destroyed everything. I failed my Maths test. And that's not the worst thing. The thing is, I am the lowest scorer. Shit.

Never in my life I experienced being the lowest. Fail pun sekali ja, during my Form 3, with just lack of 2 marks. But this time, my score is only ONE digit. I started to curse slowly, blaming my stupidity and my laziness. I hate u Mr Lazy. I hate u Mr Tido. I hate u Mr Bodo. Now I understand my friends punya feeling when they told me how depressed they were when they got low marks in exams.

I need Muhd Izani Mhd Nasir and Nur Syamiza here in KMS!

I FELT LIKE COMMITTING SUICIDE. But considering that I'm not married yet, maybe I should postpone that intention. Ngeh3~

That night, we had Malam Lailatun Nisa'. I was forced to join the Nasyid to represent my floor. But I demanded to play the tamborine as I hate singing nasyid. Ya ya I tau I jahat. I tak suka nyanyi nasyid. But I laik nasyid tawuuu.

It worth all the eyebags as we won the first place, huyeyyyyy!! Bravooo!!

Curik gamba atas ni dari blog Myra, hahaa. First time wearing jubah, now i think i look in it. Ceywahhh!

That night gave me some time to unwind myself. I laughed like hell. I played the tamborine like hell and I slept like hell that night.

My roomates like to turn on the radio and I cant really study with the radio so loud that u can barely hear what u r talking. But I dont feel angry or blame them. Managed to find the alternative, I now started to go to Academic Block to 'bertafakur' and memandaikan diri yg kurang pandai ni. It's quite scary, but then all I have to do is relax.

Last Friday, Elly and I went to Seremban 2 to watch movie and spend money, pretending like kitorang ni anak org kaya, huehhhh. We catched Babylon A.D as it got the sexy Vin Diesel in it. Satisfied with it, we ate at Kenny Roger's, as Ramadhan is coming and I wanted to reward myself with delicioud fooooood. Yummmmy!

Balek, we planned to watch Don't Mess With Zohan as I have the DVD. After connecting the laptop and the speaker, we turned the light off and started to 'layan'. And perghhh, it was a stupid movie. There were lots of exposed asses with old wrinkled horny women. Nevertheless, I laughed a lot until my stomach ache. Surprisingly, Myra and my roomate fell asleep, leaving only 3 of us, watching the movie until the end.

And now, many students went back and the environment is soooo quiet and peaceful. As I am sitting in front of the dobi, all I can hear is the P.Ramlee song from the DS. "Makcik, masakla ayam, masakla ayammmm, pelishhhh~~"

Sunyi la sunyi. Homeworks byk lg tak buat. Benci benci dan benci. Tapi suka suka dan suka sebab I can scream loudly without no one screaming back. LOL!

Malam ni, dating dgn my Biology mates, and rushing to finish the chemistry homeworks.

...and I still have 6 unwatched DVDs, wow!

Aaaaah, insyaAllah esok puasa kan. Seronoknyaaa Ramadhan dah dtg. I can save my money on fooood. But that also means i will get kurus-er. Sadis.

Hopefully, this Ramadhan will bring 1001 happiness to everyone here. May I become a better muslim. May I become a better person, a better girl, a well-behaved soon-to-be woman. Amiin~

SEX AND THE CITY REVIEW

Semalam aku tgk cerita ni.

Surela bukan kat cinema, cuma beli DVD pirate ja kat Pacific = sketoi RM5. Murah kan? Aku beli 5, dapat free 1. Walaweeee!

Zetty yg beria-ia sgt suruh tengok muvee ni. Dia sempat pesan "but make sure u watch it alone laa.'

Mula2 igt nak tengok kat Kolej (selalu terasa mcm nak sebut Maktab!) tapi fikir2 balek, if kat kolej bila masa nya nak tgk sorang? Jadi, utk dapatkan privasi dan kepuasan, aku layan ja pukul 2pagi semalam, walaupun mata sangatla mengantuk tahap maharaja.

And Oh My God! What a great movie it is! Feremfuan2, sila tengok ok?

Macam kebanyakan kita tau, cerita ni pasal 4 ladies yg kawan rapat sejak, errr, taktau. To be honest, aku tak penah tengok crita ni. I'm not really into series like Gossip Girls, Gilmore Girls, yg byk perempuan2 dalam tu.

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Movie ni start dengan love story Carrie Bradshaw n bf dia. Dorang tak kawen, dan plan untuk beli rumah baru. Kiranya tinggal sekali la kan. Lepas sembang2 dengan girlfriends dia (Miranda, Samantha + Charlotte), tiba2 dia terfikir mcm mana kalau satu hari nanti dorang berpisah. Malam tu, dia sembang2 dengan Mr Big (bf nyaaa). Tup tup Mr Big ajak kawengg, yey!

Preparation kawen dorang buat sama-sama. Dalam masa yang sama, dorang jugak tolong Carrie pindahkan barang dari apartment dia ke penthouse yg Mr Big belikan.

Tiba2, atas sesuatu sebab, Mr Big tak berani utk kluar dari kereta dia masa hari perkahwinan. Dia tak sure dia buleh go on dgn perkahwinan ke3 dia ka tak. Tapi, masa dia patah balik untuk kawin, Carrie dah sgt kuciwa dan hentak2 kepala Mr Big yg macho tu dengan bunga.

Memandangkan Carrie dah 'ter'tempah bilek kat Mexico kununs2 nya nak surprise kan Mr Big time bulan madu, Samantha cuba untuk kensel tapi tak buleh. Jadi, dorang amek tiket flight and p Mexico sama2.

Kat sana, part yg sgt best. U can see how her friends try to comfort her, to cheer her up. Brapa hari dia asyk tido ja. Tapi hari ke berapa tah, dia dah start kluar. Dan bergumbira sama2...

For your information, dorang ni sangatla kontra antara satu sma lain. Samantha tu fomfuan yg agak tua dan sangat gatal. Hahahaha, dia sangat suka laki muda+hot. Tapi dah ada bf yg ada komersial value (matanya sgt melting duhh). Duduk serumah dan tak gatal dengan laki2 lain, walaupun jiran sbelah dia hari2, err...buat free show.

Miranda, fomfuan yg dah berkawen dengan laki yg agak skema bagi aku. Dorang dah lama tak, err, melakukan 'itu'la kan. So satu hari suami dia ngaku yg dia dah terlanjur dengan org lain. Miranda sangat hot dan terus blah dari rumah tu.

My feveret = Charlotte. Fomfuan yg sangat bahagia dengan suami yg seksi. Yah, seksi sebab dia butaks! He he, dan dia ada sorang anak feremfuan mula kecinaan diberi nama Lily. Baik ja Charlotte ni, hari2 dia suka jogging.

Back to Carrie. Lepas tak jadi kawen, dia cari sorang pembantu utk tolong dia angkut balek brg2 lama, dan uruskan perniagaan dia. Dalam masa yg sama, 4 wanita ni dah jadi sangat rapat memandangkan 2 org ada masalah dgn partner masing2.

Tengah2 cerita, sedikit konflik jadi dlm antara kawan2 tu. But in the end, happy ending jugak la kan. Dan cerita ni sangat menarek sbb hubungan antara kawan2 tu sgtla rapat, walaupun ada yg dah ada anak, yg dh ada husband. Husbands+partners pulak faham yg wives/girlfriends dorang ni ada kwn baek yg dorang patut respek. They have each other at all times.

Aaahhh, hopefully bila aku dah besar nnt, dah 'ter'kawen ka, aku still ada private time with my friends. Sebab even u dah aa family snirik, kawan2 u pun still u punya priority. Dari dorang la, u ada prangai u skrg. And they reflect who u are.

Dan, make sure if u wanna watch this movie, tgk sorang2 ok? I mean, jgn tgk dgn adek la kalau buley. Aku snirik pun tebeliak bijik mata. Apa tak nya, semua benda ada. Hahahaha, dekat cinema ntahla. But dalam DVD takdak sensored la kan.

Zet pesan : ignore part itu.

Ok Zet!!

#A good movie though, especially for girls.

The Outing With Lalinks

Aaaaah, aku rindu kekasih hatiku (!)

I mish my silly friends (!)


It was a 2 months torturing in Kolej Mara Seremban as I barely spoke in Northern dialect. I missed laughing with my big mouth open that u could put an Adidas sized 8 into it. I missed talking loudly that even people in Jitra could hear my voice. I missed sitting 'besila' on the chair and changing my position every 5 minutes. I missed hugging my friends like what boyfriends do to their girlfriends while walking. In a nutshell, I missed everything, i missed my BAD habits!


Lega!! As I finally could do all those things today with my lalinks.

Lalinks = single mothers we are! All hailed from SK Sultanah Asma. Exception for Zet, she got a boyfriend already, haha..but we still love her.

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The date was set on 10am, but they changedit to after Zohor. Since I had no transport, Zet insisted to fetch me by cab. Seee, saya tawu dia sayang saya, ngeh3.

We arrived at Pacific and headed to Studio to buy Myra's sandals. Then, Zet treated me at foodcourt. A moment later, Majid arrived with Naiem and Shakey, their friends from Bahiyah.


While waiting for Datin Aina and Datin Enon, we went to the Bowling Centre. Marvellous la tempat tu, a very good place to date, ngeh3. Aaahh, we met Yonn there.




Yonn or his real name, Amir Marwan is a good friend that we all love dearly. Reason? He just knows how to treat us as girls, and also as friends. Simple! And he is very funny. Plus cute. Hahaha, bila nak banja lasagne ni oiii?

The rest of the day was spent helping Aina to choose a red shirt/blouse or anything cute to wear on some sort of Ladies Night at her Uni. Out of the blue, someone mentioned about the sacred promise we made at The Carnivall; 'whoever dares to have a boyfriend must treat each and everyone of us!'

The lucky person? It's JANG JETTY ANIS! *in alya's style*

Kang Zetty Anis is indeed a very 'pemurah' friend. She treated us at Pak Hainan (ughh, I mish Uno Cafe doh..) and let us ordered whatever we wanted. She even ordered an extra plate of fried rice as she knew we got two 'pelahap' there; Aina+Enon. Well, no surprise, they even requested for extra drinks! Majid cakap kann, "org sunyi mmg makan byk." LOL!

I guess that is why everybody gained weight and looked chubbier. And this girl, instead of gaining weight, she loses some! Mencikkk!

Thanks to our beloved Kang Zetty Anis again, for sending us home. Err, thanks to the mom actually, haha.

I had fun today. Saya cakap Kedah. Saya tonggek sana sini. Saya makan gelojoh2. Saya gelak kuat sampai Yonn ternganga mulut masuk langau. Saya ngumpat orang. Saya cakap semua benda yang mensadiskan. And I feel great!

Thanks to Zet, Majid, Aina and Enon. And a 'penumbuk' for Myra, Alya and Ariat for ronggeng in KL but didnt buy anything for me, jahat!

But still, I laff u. *wink*

::The Last Day ::

I hate my sleep being disturbed.

Why couldnt they let me have my last sleep to be longer than usual? I am an innocent child. I need at least 7 hours of sleep or else I will wake up as an incredible hulk and 'penyet2' those monsters who dare to interrupt in my dreams!

It was not fair! I was ready by 8am while everyone was still sleeping soundly like a baby in her wet diaper. 'dorang ni tak tau ka kena g dewan pukul 8 ni? asal aku ja semangat over nih?'

I was resting my eyes on my comfy bed when Dr Noraini shouted and started to knock every room. Oh my God, now what? "Semua org pergi dewan sekarang! parents semua dah datang! Bangun!"

I rushed outside with my roomate just to see faces of awaken babies with their messy hair. Amboi! Sangat tidak aci ok, anda anda baru bangun tido padahal aku dah siap pakai baju suma dah. ishhh!

We walked slowly towards the new hall. Only both of us. Yess, we are the examples of future leaders, uuyeah! In the hall, there were many parents, the seniors', waiting for the whatever event it was to be started. The juniors, tak sampai berapa kerat pun. ishhh lagi sekali!

To fill up my time, I took a glimpse of parents and their children; imaginating my mom to be there as well. But hahhh, my mom wont be there if I am not receiving any award. Plus, the seniors who received the appreciation for passing 35 points were only a few. It frightened me a bit. Oh Sak Rukh, will we be able to meet someday???~

After the ceremony, Myra and I went back to continue our sleep. He he. Surprisingly, I didnt sleep but started to pack my things. Angkut semua baju kat ampaian, lipat, tarik keluar cadar, ambil bantai+comforter, toilettries sumbat dlm locker so that budak2 gemaputra tak buleh guna, hahaha! Hid a few things; journal, matrix card, Hindi DVDs bla3 and started contacted Elly to confirm our date.

It was 11am when Elly called, saying that she still wanted to go. We went out at 11.30 with Myra. Some waved, thinking we were going home at that time. But booooo, we were going shopping at Seremban II~!!

Lesson learnt : Never bring more than RM100 to shopping complex. Left your bank card too.

Oh my God! This is what happens when girls go shopping.

So, Myra and I bought 2 bags each. Elly bought only one. But she bought few clothes as well. I bought 2 pair of pants and a shirt. Myra? She bought a khaki slack and a very beautiful blouse. And as expected, we went to ATM to withdraw our money. Tak cukupla, yang~

At 2, pegi makanlah! We havent eaten since morning okes? Elly chose to eat at KFC. I dont like KFC actually, as I dont really fancy chicken. But I didnt mind as we gave the decision to Elly. I ate until I burped Pepsi out of my nostrils. Ugh, i hate carbonated drinks.



Around 2.30, we arrived at our beloved college. Yeah, i love my college la, no kidding maaa. Poor Elly, she had to rush and tak sempat mandi as she was going to the airport with Tracy and Ika. They would fly to Sabah and Sarawak on the evening. Heeee, beshy beshy! After waved her papai, I headed to my room.

I was supposed to go to KTM station with Myra, but her parents would only come at 6 or 7. That is too late for me, u noe how lembab KTM is kan..i would arrived at KL Sentral by 8 then. Takot takot, I dont wanna bump into any pervert anymore.

Worse came to worst. By hook or by crook, I gotta arrived at KL before Maghrib. So I took a risk and spent my precious 7 bucks to go to the KTM station alone by cab. Nevermind la, as i used to pay 14ringgit from Beseri to Kangar back then. The uncle was a nice person, but kinda irritating as he was trying to 'korek' my family affairs.

As usual, I managed to get my seat. It was damn boring in the KTM that I fell asleep. Aaahhh, what a nice feeling then. I didnt care about the people who stared at me, whether I slept with my mouth open ke, I drooled ke, lantak lah. Janji hati riang ria.

By 6.45, I arrived at Chow Kit after taking monorail. Abah was busy with his students when I arrived at his office, so I spent my time reading my book. 7 something, his students blah-ed and he called me to watch Chong Wei punya semi-final.

Only at 9 did we go back. Around 10, we arrived at Putrajaya.


The day after, I went to Taman Melawati; my stepmom punya parents' house. They were holding a 'kenduri tahlil'. But then, the food would only arrive at 11, so I spent my time teaching my adek tiri angkat and his kezen to speak Malay. Bencik la tawu, they didnt even know how to say "My name is bla3" in Malay, let alone to say "I am 5 years old." I was so pissed off that I continued with my Malay. They kept on asking "what is 'silap?" "what is 'kapal?". Waduhhh, sengsaranya hidup ini...

At 11.30, Abah fetched me as my bus was sceduled at 12.15pm. The food tak sampai pun. So I had to go with an empty stomach. At Jalan Duta station, I asked for my return ticket but it was sold out on the 24th. Abah was already worried as he was going to Palembang, meaning I had to handle everything on my own. He was not gonna be there to help me. He babbled and nagged that I didnt buy it earlier. "Tu la, abah dh ckp, tiket kena beli awal2. Abah takdak utk amek nanti. Nak naik flight pun abah tak buleh jemput. Paling tidak last2 kena suruh ummi hantar. Habis pulak la beratus ringgit." I giggled. There is no way my mom will drive me down there to Seremban. She is 52 okess?

Tapa, rilek sudey. I called ummi, surprisingly she didnt worry at all. So i decided to remain calm. Takdak tiket 24, kita balek la 25, kan kan?

I had the longest journey ever to Alor Star, 6 hours! And the girl beside me was so annoying. Most of my time was spent reading Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan. Lame, I know. After 1 chapter, I slept. It continued until the bus arrived at Shahab Perdana.


Hello Alor Star, here I come!

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A total freedom for a week! *bear in mind that i'm gonna use both malay+english in this post.

Starting from tomolow, there will be KMS Open Week. You will find me wearing shirts and pants for the whole week and trying to act cute to attract customers to visit my booth, hehe. Uuyeah, it's Intrepreneurship bebeh. I'm in charge for the ping pong game which Suleiman insisted it to be called "Eimon Game". Why do u think he wanted that name?

Mood tidak begitu baguss lately. Tetiba rasa mcm nak sepak org, nak maki pun ada, dan sikit2 menyampah terhadap manusia yg patut dimenyampah kan. Faham tak? Buat2 faham sudey la. Aku jugak sangat senang terasa hati dgn benda remeh-temeh. Oh, tu mmg selalu jadi. Tapi one of my clasmate ni, mmg agak mencabar kesabaran aaaa. I know I may look like a level-headed person, and yes i am. But everything has its limit. Especially when you are a boy, you have to know that the way to treat girls is different than how you treat boys. Itu pun nak kena ajar ka? huehh, tetiba marah. Sori.

Aishhhh, the only way to calm myself is remain silent. I just sat down, do my 'muka taik', and smile to the deserved people. Sometimes I said sorry if I accidentally ignore people who were talking to me. Tak sengaja la. But most of the time, I prefer to sleep. Tido itu best.

KENAPA KLASMET TERCINTA SEMUA DATANG LAMBAT NI?! Ini yg menyampah lagi satu, dah buat announcement pukul 2, 2.45 pun pun still tak datang lagi. Oh, sgt menyakitkan jiwa. Sabar..oh sabar.

Malam ni ada manifesto. Malam ini jugak cikgu BM nak dtg tengok persembahan. Dan game tak siap2 lagi. Adusss, sakit kefala la. He he, ekceli kan, sakit kefala itu fasal pagi tadi bangun sgt lambat. Lagi sekali, tido itu best.

Aaahhhh, cant wait to go home...