Sunday, July 27, 2008

A Lame Life, and Pathetic Me

What a hectic life I am leading...

Well, actually I am not busy at all, but I like to procrastinate la. As I think, having sufficient sleep and entertaining myself is more important than an hour of suffer trying to finish maths questions.

I dont have a lot of homeworks for now, but sometimes I give up easily when I do not know how to do them. Bensiii, malas nak tanya org pulak tu. I would prefer to copy and trying to understand it myself, which will take forever. Perangai burok!

Oh, have i mentioned that I join Interpreneurship as my non-sport group? Yeahhh, at first I wanted to join Event Management, then it was changed to Guidance, which I wanted to join also. But then, some eager students wrote their names on the paper without waiting for the teacher's instructions first. *marah* I felt like kicking their asses as I went to the hall before them but I did not write my names as Cikgu Suwandi warned us already.

In the nutshell, Cikgu approved the names. So, the pathetic ones had to run for their lives to get the place in their favourite clubs. Sgt sedeh, when I saw Guidance had already full! Saket ati, sedeh, kuciwa, sakai, sengal, u name it. Nevermind, sabar oh sabar. So, I took a look at the other clubs. Bosan. Tak menarik, not up to my liking. Enterpreneurship I was staring at, hmmm, will I enjoy myself in this group? Took a look at the members, hmm, not bad, I knew some of them. Wrote my name, and blah-ed.

Still, I did not manage to write my name in the sport group. Dancerobik, ughhhh! Cikgu took the paper immediately after it was full, regardless that the list short of 10 girls actually.

OK, fine. Last Friday, I managed to join Dancerobik lah! Huyeyyy! hahahaa, the main thing is I want to loncat2 sesuka hati, and it can only be done in that group where there are only girls in it. We had our first meeting with the non-sport group after that, interpreneurship lah. Our tokey? Hosni the great. Aaahhh, you should see him talking. He looks like a very wise man eventhough he seems funny sometimes (he is funny). But that is good, at least you wont sleep if he were to give talks in the future. The conclusion is, I am enjoying myself. See, when something do not turn out the way u want it to be, Allah is planning a better thing for you. And I am glad, thanks God!

Oh yeah, yesterday I went to UTM Skudai to watch the Silat thingy. When I informed my parents about the event, my mom replied "not aware of u into silat" and that made me laugh like hell. Hahahaha, you should know me better la ummi. OK2, now I regret that I didnt join silat. Wuaaaa, biarlah. I know I cant afford to manage my time with the silat practice. I'd rather sleep. Sleeping is everything, uuyeah.

It was very boring. I went there to take a look at the campus only, not the silat. I spent my time fully by reading "Ayat-Ayat Cinta", and it was boring too. Didnt finish it, so I slept until we reached college.

And now, I still have tonnes of unfinished homeworks-Maths, Biology report, Tafsir Agama, Chemistry, bla3. And I am writing blog. Hahahahaha, oh my, pathetic me.

Homeworkss, homeworksss...aishhh, until next time mehh.

#I want pizza badly~

Friday, July 18, 2008

In OT I was

Hey my dear fellow friends..ceywahhh!

Here I am, in my father's office..after having a worthwhile experience in Operation Theater just now. It was my first time, and it was not so painful as I imagined before. Well, that's because the doctor injected a lot of 'ubat bius' in my left thighs.

I am not gonne let the cats out of the bag okes? (benda itu biasa2 saja, bukan cancer, bukan tumor, bukan batu gading).

Ok, the story began like this.

I planned to go home today, as my HEP set up the 'u-name-it-urself' rule that students can only go back after 10am, because we will be having gotong-royong in the morning. *perghhh* And I, the rules-are-meant-to-be-followed girl, thought that pak guard would not let me go home if I break the rule. As it happened to some girls last friday.

But then, all my roomates left me yesterday, going to their respective homes. (jahat!) By the time I decided to finish up my homeworks and wash my clothes at around 8pm, Abah messaged, telling that the hospital will be closed at 12.30pm on Saturday. So he asked "buleh tahan ka tak?" Then I said "tak bulehhla, satgi dia meletops!" I gave him Ustaz Sofi's number for him to call and inform Ustaz that I was going home on that night. Ustaz didn't answer, so he said,"balek ja lah!"

It was 11.45pm when my dad called saying that he was with pakguard now. Aiyooo, I was having a very nice dream laaa, iskkksss. Grabing all my homeworks and a pail full of unwashed clothes, I ran downstairs to my dad.

Oh, and there were these 2 guys, whom I am very sure not the IB students, A-level maybe, calling me and said "Good luck kat Banting!" (they were in front of the coop, online-ing for sure). And I was like "sapa tu? tak kenai pun~" He said "ko balek ke?" I replied "A'a, balek ja..mana p Banting pun..tapi tapala, tima kasehhh!" Hahahaha, very funny. I am looking forward to meet him, if I still remember his face la. The other guy just kept on staring. Aaahhh, that one, he is easy to be spotted, because he looked like he's a chinese. By the way, I am very fine here, no need to go to Banting where everybody studies like hell is waiting for them if they do not do so.

Okay, back to the story. This morning I went to Hospital bla3 very early in the morning only to find that the doctor will only arrive at 10.30am. Iskkkla, I was very exhausted and bored also. And then there was this girl, throwing his brother's slipers here and there. I felt like pulling her hair because she was so annoying. Her mom just sit and did nothing, huh! Sabar uhh sabar.

It was worth to wait for that long ok (around 1 and a half hour). Hehehe, because the doctor turned out to be sooooooooooooo handsome and very cute also. Hahahahaha, dont blame me. Blame him for being so friendly and chinese-looking. Aishhh, chinese-looking guys are hard to resist. My bad.

Bla3 for about 10minutes, he said I had to have minor operation but he was going to bius at the area only. "Buleh tahan ke ni?"..."Boleh2, tak sakit kan?"..."Masa bius tu la sakit, sebab kita inject."..."Takpalah, nak buat mcm mana, tahan ja."

After changing into the XXL baju, I laid on the bed, waiting for the nightmare to come true. Wearing the shower cap made me felt like I was going to deliver a baby, haha. And yesss, it was painful during the injection. Plus, he said the bius was not enough, so he had to inject more. Of course I did not shout or complain, as I did not look at what he was doing. "Macam mana nak jadi doktor mcm ni, geli pulakk. Nanti gigi orang lagi geli," the nurse said. Fine la, Im going to look at people's teeth only. If they are disgusting, I will ask them to brush their teeth, or leave.

Oh yeah, I could feel what he was doing, but not the pain. He injected the bius 3 times. If I still feel the pain, then I must be a mutant. He said I am a strong girl, I said "marry me, doctor!" hahaha, kidding.

I am very fine, thank you. Maybe I will have some hard time to climb the stairs, but, everything is gonna be fine InsyaAllah. Aahhhh, I can live comfortably after this, what a life!

Tonnes of homeworks are waiting for me. Bensiii eh, but what can I do. I am still a student. It is either being a dentist, or beggar. And I choose to be the best. Meaning, homeworks must be done. Ughhhhh~

I can still have fun, anyway. Thanks doctor.





Friday, July 11, 2008

Aku budak kolej

Finally!

Dah dekat 2 minggu aku jadi student balik, rasa mcm dah sebulan. Best ka tak eh? Secara jujurnya, best la. Ala-ala kembali ke sekolah, cuma bezanya anda boleh melaram dengan baju kurung pelbagai warna dan boleh membuat pilihan untuk menayangkan rambut anda yang lemah gemalai ataupun tidak. Jeans? t-shirt seksi? hahahaa, buat kain buruk boleyy. Ala, nak seksi2 watpa, kan manis pakai baju kurung tu, kan?

Rasanya tak payahla cerita pasal orientasi. Semua orang dah cerita pasal orientasi masing-masing, jadi kat mana-mana pun tak banyak beza. Ceramah, menari chicken dance, pocho2, ice breaking, abes sudah. Cuma bezanya, ini pertama kali orientasi yang menggunakan 80% bahasa Inggeris. "IB students must practise speaking English starting from now," bak kata semua manusia di Kolej Mara Seremban itu.

Seksa, ooyeah seksa. Baru ingat nak tunjuk skill orang utara kat sana, hahahaa. Tapi sekali lagi seksa la. Baru ja cakap "kita kena p mana?", orang dah gelak2. Apa yang lawak aku snirik pun taktaulah. Yala, mereka2 kan cakap "Kite kene pegi mane?" ngeh3..alih2, aku kontrol sket aa cakap dengan perempuan. Yang laki cakap aku-hang ja, takdak masa sopan2 dah. Motif?? Jadi diri sendiri ja la..

Kawan aku dulu penah bagi sorang feremfuan ni nanges, sebab dia cakap 'hang' kat feremfuan tu. Kah3, aku siries tak penah tau dalam dunia ni ada lagi feremfuan sensitif mcm tu. Lawak pun ada la jugak. Patutla setengah orang cakap bahasa kedah ni kasar. Tapi bila laki yang cakap utara, orang kata cumel pulak. Aduyaiii, sabar ja la. Diskriminasi betul.

Setakat ni hidup ok, dengan syarat tak keluar shoping. Susah la dehhh, mana buleh tahan godaan baju2 yang cantik, kasut2 yang jelita, seluar yang menarik, fuhhhhh! Aku perempuan ok, normal aa tu kan. Dengan syarat jangan bagi mak ayah tau la, nanti habiss takdak duit poket masuk terus. Cobaaaaannn~

Hidup sini sangatttttt lah best, sebab tak terasa tensen lagi. Cuma menakotkan tengok kaum lelaki yang sangat ramai. Dulu kat sekolah lama, perempuan 3 blok, laki 2 blok. Tu pun laki 1/4 ja. Sekarang dah terbalik. Susah sikitla nak terkinja-kinja. Kiranya sapa2 yang tengok aku kat sini, sure tak pecaya punyalahhh. Tetiba ja sopan sikit, dengan harapan akan terus jadi sopan. Yala, sampai bila ko nak terkinja-kinja? Besar dah oii, dah 17. (Yaaah, aku masih 17 tahun ok?)

Kelas macam biasa, macam sekolah. Bangun pukul 6, habis kelas pukul 2. Kadang2 ada kelas petang. Okla tu, sekurang-kurangnya tak payah susah2 kejar bas macam orang lain. Tapi jeles tu ada jugakla kan. Ya la, kawan2 aku yang lain suka suki ja cerita dalam bilik dorang ada tv, ada almari cantik, ada dapur, ada itu ada ini. Dalam bilik aku, ada aku, best jugak la kan? Hahahaha, nama pun kolej swasta, nak cakap apa lagi, mestila dorang punya kemudahan lagi banyak. Tapi, alhamdulillah. Dekat sini, InsyaAllah aku takkan terbabas. =P

Dah aa sikit2, mana best pun dengar crita budak2 kolej ni. Bosan sehhh, lain kali aku crita kisah pakcik salleh belakang blok aku, yang buah duriannnya asek jatuh ja tiap2 malam. Anjing pulak selalu kena sawan. Macam2 betul lahhh. Apa pun, tak buleh tido banyak dah la.

Alaaaa, menciiinyaaa~