Assalamualaikum :)
Teringat cakap Paklan, he believed that bila kita doa nak masuk ke syurga, Allah takkan masukkan kita dalam syurga just like that. Instead, He will provide ways for you. Options. For you to choose.
- Kucing mintak makanan kat gerai (nak bagi ayam, atau nak habiskan then kasi tulang je, or tak kasi langsung)
- Orang mintak derma (nak bagi atau nak abaikan je)
- Kawan mintak tolong (nak tolong ikhlas atau nak tolong sambil memberontak or taknak tolong langsung)
And many more.
Samalah macam bila kita mintak Allah lindungi kita daripada dosa besar, kemungkaran. In my case, aku bersyukur Fauzie tu jauh. If he's near, I would have asked him out every single day. It's wrong, regardless of your excuse. Thus, the only way God has helped me is by placing him farrrrr away. Or else I wud have committed more sins.
When opportunities come, grab it. Allah dah bukak jalan. Sayangnya kita tak ambil sebab kita tak nampak ganjaran tu depan mata. Allah tak pandang end result, dia pandang usaha kita bergerak ke arah tu.
Another way untuk paksa diri tak jadi selfish, jadi humble is that..next time when u wanna donate to tabung masjid, bukak purse and dermakan jumlah duit yang paling besar. SubhanAllah I've experiencedthe miracle after practising for a while. Perangai suka berkira, suka mengungkit, suka mengingat hutang org berkurang slow slow. There's this one sister who owe me RM1000+ pastu lari tak reply2 text. Then akak aku cakap...
"Mesti ada sebab akak tu susah nak bayar hutang. Cuba check diri kita. Kenapa Allah tak mudahkan jalan untuk dia bayar hutang..."
I ended up halal kan saja dan doakan dia bahagia with her husband (after frequent episodes of nak meletup sebab duit tu apparently is untuk aku menikah) but was that money even mine?
Nafsu. Is our greatest weakness. Di akhir zaman maknusia bukannya bertuhankan syaitan tapi nafsu.
I'm thankful to have friends who are always willing to help me in training myself to become more generous. It is a slow process, but Im glad we are heading there together.
This is a reminder for me and for you.
Teringat cakap Paklan, he believed that bila kita doa nak masuk ke syurga, Allah takkan masukkan kita dalam syurga just like that. Instead, He will provide ways for you. Options. For you to choose.
- Kucing mintak makanan kat gerai (nak bagi ayam, atau nak habiskan then kasi tulang je, or tak kasi langsung)
- Orang mintak derma (nak bagi atau nak abaikan je)
- Kawan mintak tolong (nak tolong ikhlas atau nak tolong sambil memberontak or taknak tolong langsung)
And many more.
Samalah macam bila kita mintak Allah lindungi kita daripada dosa besar, kemungkaran. In my case, aku bersyukur Fauzie tu jauh. If he's near, I would have asked him out every single day. It's wrong, regardless of your excuse. Thus, the only way God has helped me is by placing him farrrrr away. Or else I wud have committed more sins.
When opportunities come, grab it. Allah dah bukak jalan. Sayangnya kita tak ambil sebab kita tak nampak ganjaran tu depan mata. Allah tak pandang end result, dia pandang usaha kita bergerak ke arah tu.
Another way untuk paksa diri tak jadi selfish, jadi humble is that..next time when u wanna donate to tabung masjid, bukak purse and dermakan jumlah duit yang paling besar. SubhanAllah I've experiencedthe miracle after practising for a while. Perangai suka berkira, suka mengungkit, suka mengingat hutang org berkurang slow slow. There's this one sister who owe me RM1000+ pastu lari tak reply2 text. Then akak aku cakap...
"Mesti ada sebab akak tu susah nak bayar hutang. Cuba check diri kita. Kenapa Allah tak mudahkan jalan untuk dia bayar hutang..."
I ended up halal kan saja dan doakan dia bahagia with her husband (after frequent episodes of nak meletup sebab duit tu apparently is untuk aku menikah) but was that money even mine?
Nafsu. Is our greatest weakness. Di akhir zaman maknusia bukannya bertuhankan syaitan tapi nafsu.
I'm thankful to have friends who are always willing to help me in training myself to become more generous. It is a slow process, but Im glad we are heading there together.
This is a reminder for me and for you.
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