I can see the smiley is filled with bright yellow colour.
But I am too afraid to buzz him, let alone start a conversation. Oh my, what should I do?
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The abovementioned 'he' is my ex-bf aka my very best friend. But for some reasons, well, because of the supernakal me, he made a decision to leave me for good. He had threaten me before, saying that i am such a heartless person bla bla bla with high ego, even higher than his.
Sadly, I cant deny that. It was him who kept on saying sorry, it was him who kept on coming back, trying to cheer me up by listening carefully to my whine.
Ok, now I lost a very good friend.
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He is still online. I wonder, should I just buzz him? he he he...If today is my last day....i would love to have some words with him.
I'm gonna try lah~
At least I try kan. Ughhh, it's hard laa, dealing with my ego ni...aduyai~
#ok, he didnt reply my buzz. shaitttt. after all the courage I mustered, he didnt reply my buzzz.
#nak tidola, kms banyak nyamuk. suis pulak rosak. baju x iron lagi. kertas x print lagi. woarghhhh! tensen!
situasi hg sama cam aku ... cuma dia bukan ex-gf aku ... dan dia x reply ... arghhh!!! sakit jiwa!!!!
ReplyDeletep/s tiba2 meng"emo" kat blog org lak ... gila ka pa aku ni?
salam.
ReplyDeleteuh oh.
E.G.O
hoho. perkataan hasil gabungan 3 huruf. simple tapi berat maksudnya. sume org tau kan lelaki dgn ego masing2, juga x leh dinafikn ppuan juga ada ego. senang kata sume manusia ada ego masing2. tp tu lah.. cmna kita nk manage tahap ego smasa berinteraksi dgn sapa tuh brgantung kpd masing2.
ada tmpat kene berego tinggi, ada yg tak. n i think this is not the time for you to hold on to that ego of yours. let it go and trust me you'll feel better ^^
alololo...sedey jerk..
ReplyDeletetak pa, ramai lagi laki kat dunia nih, bukan dia sorang~
saya rs saya tahu gerangan dia itu...
ReplyDeleteLelaki susah nak heartbroken. Bila dah heartbroken, susah nak sembuh. Kalau dia kata 'aku dah sembuh' tapi sebenarnya tak.
ReplyDeleteP/s: Abaikan sekiranya lelaki itu playboy.
rilek ja AAMIR, hahaaa, cek x kesah eh..
ReplyDeletesengkiu AZEEM for the comment which I find very interesting.
ReplyDeletei did feel better..(!)
DEEN : manada aku suka dia punnnnnnn~
ReplyDeletelelaki itu bukan playboy la POKDENG.
ReplyDeleteuuuuu, pokdeng ada pgalaman nih..
lelaki tu da ade gf kot~
ReplyDeletehuhu.
urm... macam rupanya miyn nie... aper pun pastikan awk study... jgn pk yang jauh2 sgt... masa depan tue yang pening nak pk... u still young still have a lof of choice... aper yang penting ... blajo tue... jgn somak2 kan kepalo...... urm..... pengalaman hidup nie mcam ada.... menunjukan kita semakin matang... chaos..!..
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