A Charismatic Guy He Is

The legendary man was here in Kolej Mara Seremban...

The one and only..

DATUK DR SYEIKH MUSZAPHAR SYUKOR AL MASRIE~!!!!

Saya suka saya suka! Dan saya tak balek umah sebab dia. Shaitttt, lawak betul.

I know this might sound absurd or over-the-pagar, but I only have one word to describe him :

P.U.R.F.E.K.K.K.

All eyes were on him as he walked. All ears were lent voluntarily as he talked. Perghhh...

Even the teachers were on rejoice. Haha ha ha...

Ok, enuff of the drooling.

His speech was very motivated. The fact that he is a multi-tasking guy is very impressive. And his memory is very strong too. He can easily remember people's name, even the weird ones.

Weheuw, ekceli I just wanted to say that, by the time he came, I slowly said, "henSsssssseeemmnya"~

#so Pokdeng is sooo true in his post. But I am a normal girl maaaa, dgn otak yg kanak2 lg...HA HA HAAA..

*mesti korang menyampah kan, sgt kebudak-budakan lah! ngee har har har.....

Keep Your Mouth Shut!

Some people just know how to complain instead of doing something to improve the situations.

Situation 1 : "Banyakkknye keje. Lab report Bio, Physics, Kimia pun tak buat lagi. Dengan projek tu projek ni, bukan dapat markah apa pun. Bodola IB ni. Sapala yang mula2 buat IB ni?

I was like, helllllloooooo?!!!! What have IB done to you? IB is not even a person, so what the hell with all the curses and swears? I am surprised why some people just dont know how to be grateful. All they do is complain, complain and complain. Curse, curse and curse...

I curse a lot too. But be reasonable la. It's not that you are going to die if you have to do all at once. Instead of complaining, it's better if you find the alternative to ease your burden. After all, when you curse, you will tend to throw tantrum to people around you.

Masa SPM dulu tak penah pulak dengar org cakap SPM itu b*d*h.

Situation 2 : "Eh, aku nak stadi la. Ko gi la buat dengan orang lain. Aku takde mase ni. Exam nak dekat dah."

Running away from responsibilities just because you want to study HARD, huh? I seriously think that this kind of people have no life. Academics is not everything la oiiii. You cant just concentrate on one thing and leave the rest for other people to handle. Life needs balancing. Other people have exams too. Other people want to succeed too, just like you do.

* * *

Life is getting hectic here. I dont even have the time to put my butt on my fluffy bed because now we have preparation class in the afternoon to attend. Yeahhh, very childish, as if we are school children. Plus most of teachers are not here and we have to study on our own despite the exam is just around the corner. I used to complain too. But I know that nothing is gonna change despite all my whinings.

Life is simple. It's US who make it seems so complicated.

Alter Ego

He is online.

I can see the smiley is filled with bright yellow colour.

But I am too afraid to buzz him, let alone start a conversation. Oh my, what should I do?

* * *

The abovementioned 'he' is my ex-bf aka my very best friend. But for some reasons, well, because of the supernakal me, he made a decision to leave me for good. He had threaten me before, saying that i am such a heartless person bla bla bla with high ego, even higher than his.

Sadly, I cant deny that. It was him who kept on saying sorry, it was him who kept on coming back, trying to cheer me up by listening carefully to my whine.

Ok, now I lost a very good friend.

* * *

He is still online. I wonder, should I just buzz him? he he he...

If today is my last day....i would love to have some words with him.

I'm gonna try lah~

At least I try kan. Ughhh, it's hard laa, dealing with my ego ni...aduyai~

#ok, he didnt reply my buzz. shaitttt. after all the courage I mustered, he didnt reply my buzzz.


#nak tidola, kms banyak nyamuk. suis pulak rosak. baju x iron lagi. kertas x print lagi. woarghhhh! tensen!

Hey You Manusia!

I dont know how some people can live comfortably when they know that they are despised by other people.

We have our own flaws, our own styles and our own gifts. I know that we must practise the "we have to accept people as they are", but somehow it cant be applied to certain people.

Hello, if you know that you have some kind of attitude that people cant stand, you should at least try to change yourself, but somehow still maintain your own identity. I am not trying to say that you should be a hyprocrite and try to please everyone ok. That is of course impossible!

Even if you are soooo talented and brilliant, you should remember that you CANT live alone in this world. You need people around you to guide you, to brighten up your life. They make who you are. If you practise that 'sombong-jongos' attitude, do you think that you will have true friends on your back??

You have to change to fit in, but dont change to be accepted. Ada beza di situ, sila kaji.

We should try to be a better human everyday. Even if it's hard, you cant just ignore the fact that YOU HAVE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ARSE ATTITUDE that make other people feel like they want to penyet2 je muka you yg kacak dan jelita itu dengan lesung batu.

I truly believe that you will look more beautiful/handsome if your attitude is better. At least that is what I think.

The Trip

Hi! I am in the bus right now, on the way to Hospital Kuala Lumpur. Motive? Just having fun, I guess. Woaaaaaaa, and I cant wait for the journey to begin, hureyyyyy!

I HATE BEING LATE. I HATE BEING LEFT!

The truth is, I am sitting here, in this air-conditioned but not so soundless Pusat Sumber Pembelajaran of Kolej Mara Seremban. Today is Friday, and you can never see me here at 8am because I'm supposed to go to class at 8.30 since I'm not taking Economics. But why am I still here pot pet pot pet ni?

Because I was late and the bus left.

Huaaaarrrrghhhhhhhh~!!!!! *screaming until my Adam's apple explode, HAHAHAHA! Oh God, I'm gonna die of embarrassment.

First of all, I'm not even a member of Mercy Medic club, the club which organise this thing. And I was the only one yg terkinja-kinja in the class wanting my name to be put in the list before it was even printed out. And I was the first one being approached by Wani secretly because she wanted only 5 non-members of MD42 to go. And I was the one yg gedik2 carik org mcmla aku ni member kelab tu.

And surprisingly I was late this morning.

What do u expect me to do? I was so damn tired everytime it's Friday.

Best thing-blame me for not knowing how to wake up early.

Aaaaarrghhhhh, malunyaaaaaa! I wanna escape Chemistry class. But Dawa is here, so I cant laaaa. hehh hehh hehhh~

A Sinful Girl I Am

I have to admit, being a girl, it's hard for me to 100% take care of my aurat. I dont wear appropriate tudung at all times. I dont wear appropriate clothes at all times. And I dont behave appropriately at all times.

As I read Azeem's blog just now, something touched my heart.

It's not easy maaa, for a girl to tahan all the godaan around her. And do u agree that girls are indeed stupid? Girls feel that a brush of a boy's hand is much more soothing than a mom's touch. When a boy grab a girl's hand, the girl hesitates, whether to let go of the boy's hand, or just let him hold her hand for as long as he wants.

That's why you can see, perempuan pakai tudung tapi peluk2 sana sini. Perempuan pakai tudung tapi perangai begini begini.

Lelaki la tu, ambil kesempatan dengan kebodohan perempuan.

And people, I do care about me own self! I cant just "ala, lantak dorang la." "Pedulik ja la apa org ckp".

Saya kesaaaahhh ok, sangat2.

Tapi takdak apa boleh buat. I have to repent, isskkkk.

The 'Cuti'

Sepanjang 2 minggu cuti..

[x] Aku makan telur at least 2 bijik sehari sbb makcik DS tak buat telur.
[x] Mak aku cuma masak daging, sebab makcik DS tak masak daging, dia masak LEMAK!
[x] Aku sangat berpuas hati dengan masa-masa tidur aku.
[x] Kerja rumah semuanya siap sekerat.
[x] Finally, lasagne secret recipe masuk di perut!
[x] Dapat jugak cari buku Tuesday With Morrie, even dah lama publish.
[x] Tak jejak muvee langsung, wuuuu~
[x] Oh ya, aku dah hafal surah Al-Ghashiyah, harap2 tak lupa before p kat ustad.
[x] Berat naik 1 kg, alhamdulillah.
[x] Aku terminat kat cerita Soleha, sebab ada Baim Wong!
[x] Aku tiba2 suka kat crita Sutera Maya, even ada si Fasha.
[x] Beberapa bijik jerawat memunculkan diri, eeeiiii!
[x] Paling penting, dapat ketenangan diri, fikiran, dan jiwa.

Hopefully, bila dah balek kolej, takde nya nak ngada2 lagi.

MayI have the determination, the strength and the will to continue what I'm doing right now.

Dear all, wish me luck. Sorry if I've done anything wrong in my writings or comments.

Kolej Mara Seremban, here I come~!!

Mintak2 esok perempuan yg dok sebelah. Jangan penculik mahupun perogol bersiri.

Big Spender

Hari ni hari second last sebelum aku berlepas ke Seremban.

Jadi, memandangkan trip ke Penang terpaksa di'cancel', alkisahla, tadi, aku cuma keluar jalan2 untuk update cerita baru dengan Fadzliyah.

Dan, dengan sangat terkejutnya, aku dah terbelanja hampir RM150! Kat Alor Star pulak tu, tempat yang tadak apa ni, fuhhh fuhhh~

Tapi takpa, walaupun jumlah tu agak melampau, tapi rasanya macam berbaloi ja apa yang aku beli.

..6 ketoi DVD pirate! Dah janji nak tgk sekali seminggu ja, so dont worry, i'll still study =P
..makan lasagne kat secret recipe. utk makanan, memang tak berkira lah.
..main bowling. bola masuk dalam longkang dekat 5 kali. HAHAHAHAHA~
..2 bijik english novels yang bukan crita cinta bodo2 mcm zaman remaja dulu.
..brg2 laen yang mengarut.

Dah dua hari aku tidur lepas Subuh. Melampau gilaaa, homeworks tak jugak siap2.

Semoga Allah bagi aku kekuatan untuk terus belajar~

IB Diploma Programme

attention: this post is taken from Myra's blog.

NST-26092008

Quoted:

"PUTRAJAYA: The exclusive International Baccalaureate (IB) diploma programme....."

see people, the program I'm doing is very exclusive. hahahahahahahaha!!!

quoted some more:

"According to the website of the Geneva-based organisation, the IB curriculum "represents the best from many different countries rather than the exported national system of any one".

"hahahahahahahaha!! the best wei!! walawey~

and it's B-A-C-C-A-L-A-U-R-E-A-T-E (bear-ke-le-rat), people! and not BACHELORETTE or whatever else.

at least Datuk Seri Hishammuddin knows what IB is.

penat tau explain!!!!

Wasted Years-guys should be braver in person!

While I was chatting via YM with my ex-schoolmates; Adib and Akhtar just now, something popped into my mind.

I rarely greeted them during my school days, let alone having long conversations like what we just had, as if we have been good friends since forever!

After SPM, we (referring to my schoolmates and I) added each other in Friendster and YM, or maybe Myspace, for those who have it. Then we started to 'hi-hi' in the comments columns or just simply buzzed in the YM.

After SPM results were out and we received our school magazines, some of them texted me. They said they got my number from the magazine. So ok, I entertained them, and was enjoying doing that during the 7months holiday.

My 10 million dollar question now is..

WHAT THE HECK HAD WE ALL BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS?!!

We acted like we never knew each other. As if we were invisible friends. I can proudly say that I remembered all the boys' name, mainly because they were 80+ of them, compared to 200+ girls. And I swear I knew 6/7 girls, and I could even told which classes they belonged.

Some of my friends acted like this when we rehearsed for our graduation day.

"Weh, dia ni sapa? Tak penah tengok pun."
"Laaaaa, dia budak akaun ka. Aku ingat budak Bio."
"Ni ka Omar yang depa dok sebut2 tu? Baru aku tau...."

(perhatian : tiada budak mrsm beseri batch 22 bernama omar.)

Hellllloooooooo! We had about a month left after the graduation day before we all blah-ed and never see each other again. Baru hari tu tau kewujudan mereka2 itu?

I'm not mad nor angry. I'm surprised that there are actually many indifferent people in this world.

The guys, I know la, semuanya malu2 disebabkan kebanjiran perempuan. Ok, bukan semua, kebanyakan.

For example, I rarely talked to Shakir. I just spent most of my time in his class, becoz I enjoyed being there. Now, we are inseparable friends (ya ke? ahaha). I never once, had the guts to talk to Nami and Mahfuz, sebab dorang ni muka surau. But during hols, they showed their true colors. Akhtar, si terer AddMaths, just smiled shyly when I asked him questions. Adib, jgn kata cakap, sebelah mata pun dia tak pandang. And recently, my used-to-be crush, added me in Friendster and YM. But I felt nothing, as all the feelings had faded.

I am undeniably happy for being able to be friends with all of them. But why on earth la ur shyness was twice than mine? Patutnya aku la malu, dah aku ni feremfuan.

What a wasted 2 precious yearsss! Or else, we must have had more memories to be cherished.

Now that I've changed, you can no longer see me in the 'hingusan' version anymore.

But they were all destined, right? Ngeeeee~